At times like this...

... i wonder what i've been doing.

Chronicles of Narnia yesterday sparked a few thoughts in me and had me reflecting on my current situation. Am I chasing after unimportant things in life so much so that I actually sacrifice the real me? I've neglected my relationship with God for so long, and its been bugging me for ages. The same old stuff -- The Spirit is willing but the flesh is weak -- i think that's just an excuse to get away from the real problem. I really want to get back onto the railway track once more. Watching Narnia and seeing Aslan, i actually felt God's presence, and I was really taken aback.

I missed You.
I've been taking too much advantage of Your grace, knowingly..
Your promises to me really stands so firm.
Though I've forgotten You, but yet You still have not forgotten me..
I will be back once more just like the Prodigal son.
Wait for me :)

神様、待ってください。
すぐにきますよ。